1st Verse
I watched my momma go thru foul shit
Wit her ex husband,
Heartbroken cried herself to sleep
On plenty nights.

Played by plenty men a fool,
She used to be
So jubilee
Until that nigga broke her spirit
Now she finding Christ.

Tryin to get her life right
She joined a new crowd,
Honestly how she found that church
I still don’t know now.

But it was cool at first,
Friday nights @ church
Runnin round wit other kids
While my momma ‘nem
In da gym.

But that was also where my momma met Scott…
and for the worse, changed my muthafuckin life.

While my mom was at work,
He’d pick me for rides on bike,
Stopping at his parent’s basement
Sometimes.

He beat my ASS when I was 8,
Because I bit my nails.
I was 8yrs old.
He was a 2-hunnid pounds grown.

Whooped my ass wit a belt,
Whooped me wit his bare hands,
I was a black child, stripped to my draws
beat by a white man.

Hook
I was 8 years old.

...and all this shit happened
under my momma watch.
Cuz couldn’t nobody
Tell her ass shit about SCOTT.

“That’s a fine tall white boy
Pee-wee got”
Is what I had to hear
From broads on da block.

Meanwhile I’m 8yrs old,
Accepting this life from now on,
Bcuz my momma chose a piece of shit
Named Scott Stiff.

A fuckin’ MP to cooky for the army,
So why in the fuck should MY mom
Have ever been alarmed?

Finally after six months of child abuse
And negligence,
I told my my grandparents
And the hood fk'n handled it.

I STILL ain’t forgave HER
for all that shit he did.
He wasn’t up in my face
The rest of my life,
So SHE paid for that shit.

And Not a lick of fucking therapy either,
Even after being abused,
I’m left with scabbed over wounds.

Never made it to scars,
Ain’t never healed that far,
In spite of how long
I been living wit all this
Stress on my heart.

See, it ain’t even bout Scott,
My issues really my mom.
Never truly being for me
What she been claimed all along.

I ain’t had the type of momma
Niggas kill fo’
Since I been old enough to see
Thru all da bullshit her ass BEEN on.

...I was EIGHT YEARS OLD!

Close
...so after all that bullshit..naturally like, I went to the muhfuckas that "loved" me...MY NIGGAS.